Depressive Stage

I have struggled quite a bit lately.

I have been in my depressive stage for some time now.

I often find myself fantasizing about falling asleep and never waking up. I may dream about my own death often, but I don’t have a desire to act on it.

I find little things throughout my days to help me get by. To help me want to stay on this earth a little bit longer.

My days are dark.

But I love the darkness.

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